Wednesday, December 26, 2007

Christmas Drama

Merry Belated Christmas! Sorry I did not post yesterday, it was a busy busy day. My Christmas was truly blessed and wonderful. It was my son’s first Christmas and it was so enjoyable seeing him open all of his gifts. I never imagined how good it would make me feel. I am so thankful for those moments and will cherish them forever.

Although my Christmas was great it did not remain drama free. I had to drop my son off at his dad’s house at 5pm and he was supposed to return him at 8pm (as per our court order). I knew he was going to pull something just as he did on Thanksgiving. On Thanksgiving he brought my son home 2 hours late! I was very upset on thanksgiving because I was late to my diner reservations and my time with my son and family was very limited. Honestly, it was kind of a disaster! I guess I should have expected him to pull something on Christmas given his previous holiday history. I called him to find out where he was and he cursed me out as usual. So I called the police and documented it and they sent an officer out. I know it seems extreme, but he has to learn that he can’t do what he please (especially when it’s what the court ordered).

Sometimes I just get so tired of going through this song and dance with him. My baby daddy uses whatever method he can to try to continue to abuse me. It’s almost as if he lives to try to make me miserable! But you know what; I won’t ever let that happen. I have so much in my life that makes me happy and so much to look forward to in the future. “That, that don’t kill me can only make me stronger.” –Kanye West

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